And now, the uh.... Sequel/spinoff series to Haiz's University Life Adventures: "Owl's Third Year Crisis; Please I Just Want To Go Home"
Asdfghjklgggggl I don't want to go to class this morning, everyone in it's horrible and the one person I like hasn't been there for four weeks. Also it's just really boring.
I finally was able to see my design teacher, after three weeks of no feedback/contact. So I'm failing that. I was going to withdraw from the unit but I'd be in too much trouble plus I missed the penalty-free deadline :/ so I've got 5 weeks until the grad show and I have no work. I just have no energy, motivation or ideas for anything.
And now I have to have an animation ready to present on Monday, but I don't have any digital art programs to make it on? I think I can remember how to make a Gif in photoshop....but I don't know how to even draw and colour in photoshop.... And it needs to be digital for the resolution to be ok when it's eventually projected or whatever.
I don't even know how I'm going to present my project for the show and examination, I've never been able to see a grad show. Any ideas? What do people usually do with their stuff??
I think the only way I might possibly pass this year is because the teacher likes me, but then at the end it's not her who's marking the work...so imma fail this big time. And will have to repeat the semester- which will only cost the same amount of money than if I quit now and tried again next year.
Just...aaaaa I don't have anyone that I can bounce ideas off and ask for help from, so I've turned into a crab and just, spiraled myself down into a sand hole. :I
I was in such a funk this morning (because someone has actually hidden/lost all my underwear, I had to wait half an hour to get a hairbrush out of a bathroom, then I couldn't use the bathroom, both sisters were behaving like spoiled turds this morning) I nearly punched through the car window, and I didn't even say Bye or Thankyou to mum when she dropped me off at the university. So I feel like satan.
Different topic: where can you buy postcards?