HI IM BACK and with more Internet Credits I shall attempt to use a little more Sparingly. I'll be living directly at the hotel from the 20th anyway, and there should be free wifi for me there, so I hope I can survive on this till then.
- ANYWAY back from another day of work! I was in the kitchens today as well, and I even got to make ACTUAL SANDWICHES today! ….with tuna, ewewewewww. they turned out a bit wonky, i’m so sorry congress people. I was also cutting some kinda moldy cheese into squares, so I got a good look on all that gross mold, too.
- it’s official. people recognize me as “the norwegian one” by the green hair. I even tried to wash it out to the best of my abilities before I got here, too, so it’s very faint, and yET
- people keep asking me if I’m here ALL ON MY OWN or if I miss home and stuff… I don’t think I’ve ever been homesick in my entire life, to be honest. Sure, I may miss some things I left home, or I may miss stability, routine, a feeling of security, but never really home in itself. I don’t even know what home feels like - I’ve never felt like I’ve belonged anywhere. Or on the flipside, maybe I feel like i belong everywhere. shrugs
- people are also very perplexed about me not finding a job back home, even when I tell them I have practically no qualifications for anything
- I’m so incredibly awkward like
“what, you’re still cutting tomatoes? we don’t need that many!”
“… I didn’t know I was supposed to stop”
*on the verge of singing sea shantys while cutting vegetables*
*tries to open automatic door by waving hands like a jedi, only to realize that was not an automatic door at all*
*makes squeaky noises in reply to the head chef’s attempts at small-talking at me*
I’m so awkward I don’t understand how I have survived for 20 years, and definitely not how come I’m working at a four star congress hotel with 559 above-standard rooms
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also ahah im sorry for barging in on the conversatons going on..... i dont have the mental energy to read through all this text at the moment (hypocrite, i know) but I see you talking about... reincarnation?? I'm not really sure what I believe in since I'm a wonky kind of agnostic, but I like to think our souls are put together by bits and pieces of all kinds of things, like previous lives, glaciers, forests, (UNICORNS), clouds, animals....... some kinda soul mosaic. idek.
as for weather, it seems to be above 20 degrees outside here in prague. it was a little colder today than previously, but i suspect the headache I had a few days ago was due to me not being good at adapting from the trondheim cold to sudden summer.