oh man it's a little bit embarassing to wake up to my day after putting out sob stories and worries all over a public forum, but if I manage to be ashamed about it now then I take it as a sign I'm feeling better about myself today. ahah
blanket thanks to everyone again
i can't believe there are people who think i'm cool
thank you
*grabs cocoa*
Nimphy: .......what is this chat everyone is speaking about? I don't think I've ever been on the chat. (is it the comments? i don't think i'll ever join the comment section, it terrifies me to no end)
Origami-Owl: awesome!!!!! meeting internet friends is the ACTUAL BEST.
I have actually a long history of meeting up with internet friends because i'm a social dead end who does most of hir socializing online, ha...... i'm just thankful I have this many norwegian friends, though. I actually managed to meet up with my friend from northern ireland, by steering our vacation plans into the direction of where they live (a diabolical plan that involved pointing out that this area and this town are the area and town from mom's ringtone song, LET'S GO THERE FOR THE SONG REFERENCE), and it actually worked?
even if
"so where are you going to meet up with this stranger from the internet?"
"the graveyard"
........... technically st. patrick's grave but still. my parents are almost scarily chill with me traveling on my own to meet up with internet people. THEN AGAIN mom did a lot of hitch-hiking around europe in her youth, so.....
If I can dare to make movie suggestions - watch Kiki's Delivery Service and Whisper of the Heart, if you haven't yet, by Studio Ghibli.
Mister Vafhudr sir
I think you are doubting my devotion to Studio Ghibli

(I ADMIT it is not complete, and most glaringly missing is Totoro but I've seen it. I would exchange it for grave of the fireflies any day)
((FUN FACT the princess mononoke dvd sucks. it has audio in japanese and norwegian, and subtitles in swedish and finnish. except the norwegian audio is a second later than the visual, so i have to watch it with swedish subtitles. but hey at least i get better at reading swedish))
(((first time i saw princess mononoke i was eight year old and it was in czech and it ruined my brain forever in the best way)))
FOR MORE GHIBLI DEVOTION, see also

my adventure purse

and the time i was actually princess mononoke
i mean there was a mascerade at school and i was just too lazy to remove the makeup before I went into the city with my friends,,
one of these guys who work for charities and try to convince people on the street to donate money kinda hijacked me,
and uh i recognized him as a guy with whom i've already had several incredibly awkward conversations trying to explain i'm under 18 (I'm not)
so I kinda blurted out
"
I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY, I AM A WOLF PRINCES, LEAVE ME ALONE"...........and this is one of the reasons i will never adapt to society.
at least my friends got a good laugh from it
edit: speaking of friends and movies, i'll be seeing Home (FINALLY. why did it take this long for it to get to norway) with a Real Life friend today!!! i'm so proud of remembering how to social interaction, i'm so used to go to the cinema alone i keep forgetting to ask people if they wanna come with