Welp, my family members have all gone to separate New Year's Eve parties... leaving me in the house completely alone but with absolutely nothing to do.
Same story, family's in another town, so here would be nobody but me in our apartment until Sunday. But... this is the first time in my life (at least the part I can remember well) when I feel almost
happy on the New Year's Eve. Even turned off the phone so nobody could reach me. Seems that these blissful silence and solitude were all that I needed.
I regret nothing, though my mom worries about me being alone and wanting no company at all.
Okay, nothing interesting or useful I can tell, as usual. Just overwhelmed with this calmness I hadn't had for years. Peace to everybody here