I started reading SSSS about two and a half years ago, although because of the craziness of my final year of high school and the monotony of the Bear Chapters I haven't really kept up with the comic much this year. But SSSS and especially this fan community hold a really special place in my heart, and looking back has had a really, really big impact on my life these past few years.
From the start of my involvement, it was the SSSS comments section and the lovely people there (many of whom are over here as well - Róisín, Grey and Jitter, I especially remember having lovely interactions with you guys in the comments) which threw me back into writing poetry. I wrote a
lot of poems over 2019 and 2020 for the new pages of SSSS. Writing those poems so regularly was really fun and also honed my poetic and wordplay skills - if I look back on the poems I wrote now, I can see how much I improved! Also, a shoutout to the other poets from the comments section, many of whom I looked to for inspiration, some of whom are active now and some who are not - Nellie McEnt's lovely sonnets, ScottishNottish (I've still got their
beautiful poetic soundscape bookmarked on my laptop), and Corncobman, whose sheer consistency of poetic production over so many years both impresses and terrifies me. I don't really write SSSS poetry anymore (except for forum events!), but I still write poetry for myself now, and I'm planning to find some poetry groups in my city once I'm done with my exams.
SSSS also helped me stay sane and get through Covid back in 2020 - writing poems in the comments section was one little bit of consistency in my life. That was what prompted me into organising the first Chapter Break Filler event (I genuinely didn't know how I'd get through the break), in which I got to see so many creative works and also learned a
lot about organising events and co-operating with other people. While Chapter Break Fillers have been taken over by others (thanks Jitter!) while my study's been ramping up, and won't really be a thing once SSSS ends, that first Chapter Break Filler was the one consistent task I could set my mind to doing in the midst of all the uncertainty of April 2020, when I wasn't sure how far Covid would spread, or whether school would go back, or how anything at all would turn out.
The Chapter Break Filler also catapulted me into becoming a skald on the forum staff. With all the chaos of the Bunny Comic and then the great forum restructuring, I actually learned a lot about working together with other people in the face of chaos, and I admire this fandom so much for being able to stick together and still maintain such a good environment despite everything that's happened. Learning how to be an admin on this site has also taught me loads about how websites work behind-the-scenes. I definitely have a much stronger admiration for my friends who study computer science after I went through the trials and tribulations of altering the site code to update the help page. If you ever want to know how you update code, the answer is: very, very slowly. Syntax errors are everywhere and they are the bane of your existence.
I've made so many friends and had so many good conversations in the comments, on the forum, and also on the SSSS discord server, and this is definitely the most and longest I've been involved in any fan community. SSSS itself and Minna were what brought me here, and I definitely went through a phase where I ardently loved and kept up with the comic itself (as well as Minna's YT videos!), and I'm sad that it's ending, but as time goes on the thing that keeps pulling me back to this place is the people.
Róisín, I have my driving license now, so expect a visit from me sometime in the next few years (maybe this winter, or the next summer around)! I've always wanted to drive across the Nullabor, anyway, I think it'd be really cool.