Charcoal is really fun, if you don't mind getting it everywhere.
Hehehe I can either go 100% charcoal enthusiasm or 0% charcoal enthusiasm, there is no in-between. O___O some days I'm super enthusiastic about the mess, next minute I'm like "GLOVES! I NEED GLOVES. AND A BIOHAZARD SUIT HELP ME A SPECK LANDED NOT ON THE PAPER THE END TIMES ARE HERE"
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Hmmm this afternoon felt rather blargh. I don't know why even. Well maybe it was because my obsessively secretly dieting sister told me I was fat- but that rarely bothers me usually. I think I just felt stupid because I bought 2 wooly jumpers that were too big because the manufacturers changed the sizes, and another jumper that was too small despite being the biggest size available? Because THAT brand has made their sizes SMALLER. I just feel like I can't get anything right, even bloody simple stuff like grabbing some clothes from my go-to shop because I thought I knew the sizing after all my years shopping there and it being consistent until this year. And I feel dumb for not trying more than 1 on. (The small one) I dunno.
I literally spent about 4 hours trying to type up this thing about the gosh dang jumpers, but I just kept rage-quitting.
Also, I can't remember the last time I randomly cried for no reason- asides from the usual student stress etc- and I even made biscuits last night!! Maybe it was the cat meowing that got me upset? She does this meow thing where it's just constant, loud, obnoxious meows like a kid going "Mom! Mooooom!" (I use US spelling because I always remember some kid from a movie saying it and it annoyed me sooooo much XD some 90s film) every 2 seconds like the time signature for an energetic WALTZ. But she was just meowing to go outside because there was a wallaby in the paddock, and everyone was just ignoring her so she'd stop and I just cracked and got freaking tears in my dinner :/
Huh.
Got some video therapy which was good though. So I think I'm good.
However I do have a jumper that on me is a dress, and not even a good dress :I the other large jumper is manageable, and kinda cute in its own floppy way. However the small one (a size 14) has been adopted by my size 10 sisters, whom it fits perfectly. Go figure.