I can’t believe I have been awarded High Diploma of Human Knowledge! I mean yeah, we did bring back books and intel, but still. I was just the grunt, all of the knowledge gathering was done by the others. Buuut, since they seem to want to throw a party for us, we might as well enjoy ourselves!
“Come on, stop scratching, you’ll get used to the dress shirt soon. And don’t mrrh me, it’s not my fault formal parties are like this!” I guess I won’t suggest he takes a tie. But my oh my he looks good! I’m a lucky guy to be going to the party with him! Even if we are just friends. Not if! We are just friends and don’t you forget that, Västerstöm!
Time to go to the party now.
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“Come on Lalli, try to relax and enjoy yourself! Try the tiny foods! Yes they look weird but they taste good!” Wow, he is really uncomfortable, he’s refusing to taste the tiny cakes! There should be some Finns here, maybe being able to talk will make him feel better. Let’s try to...
“Excuse me, what was that? Oh, yes, I am Emil Västerstöm. Yes, I was part of The Expedition! I served as the chief of Ordnance and Demolitions. You know, we needed to access many difficult places, salvaging the books! And ordnance is of course extremely important in Silent World conditions. I’m sure you’ll agree! There was this one house where...”
Oh, Lalli’s gone. I’m sure he went back for treats. I’ll find him soon.
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Oops I think I may have had more than two drinks! And I can’t see Lalli anywhere! I have to find him. Maybe he’s outside. I don’t want to lose him here... I don’t want to lose him at all! I’m glad we are back to civilization, but being out there had good moments too...
I hope we can still keep in touch. Maybe Lalli would like to join the cleansers? It would be nice to be able to live in the same town, or at least the same country. I wonder what possibilities there could be in Finland for a chief of ordnance and demolition?
Of course I don’t know how he’d like having me live in the same town. And I don’t know how I’ll feel seeing him with a wife and family... I of course wish he’ll be happy! If having a wife will make him happy, I’m all for it! Coming to think of it, I wonder if there’s something between him and Rakel. I’ve seen how they are, always one staring the other it seems. Somehow I can’t picture Lalli as making initiatives towards girls, but Rakel isn’t shy at all, maybe she can get things started.
Oh! Isn’t that Lalli over there, under the big tree? Yes it is, and fancy that, Rakel is there too! “Hey guys, there you... what!” They are kissing! How can they be kissing! I... I don’t think I can take this “NO!” I don’t want to be just friends! “Oh no no no! Why!”
And now I’ve startled Lalli too, he crouching with his yes closed. I know I shouldn’t but... “Please, no! I love you!” I’m pleading, I know, but I have no choice! No turning back now.
Careful, soft strokes to help him feel better... “I love you” Now he’s at least noticing me! Pleased don’t hate me, Lalli! I have to try! “Lalli, please. Open up. Listen to me. I love you, please don’t go with Rakel. I can’t live without you.” I burst to tears like the idiot I am! This is so pathetic!
“No cry. I love too.”
I’m the happiest man in the world!