It's okay, looking back at my answer, I realised I didn't explain myself clearly. The reason why I'm really stubborn about learning Chinese is because, well, all of the gweilos learnt French (or Spanish!) and in Chinese class, it was mostly just Chinese kids learning it, so people always asked me "Hey, why don't you learn French or Spanish instead? You look like a white person, so you obviously can't learn Chinese, right?" (in a kind of round-about way! Though, one girl actually just said to my face "You really should have learnt Spanish instead of Chinese- it's really weird that you're in our class, you know?") I guess I agree with them- I don't look like a halfie, so people thought I was just a gweilo. I got really really angry about it, so I decided, "I must become fluent in Chinese!". But because of the fact that I've never learnt another language from Chinese, my language abilities are pretty shocking, so French is really difficult to me. But who knows, maybe after I become fluent at Chinese, I'll learn French! ;w;
So yeah, a lot of why I learn Chinese is to prove myself? I dunno, it's just really weird to have people assume that I can't know Chinese because I'm a white-lookin' kid, and that people don't believe my mum is my mum (because, you guessed it, she's Chinese! Dang! No way she could be my mum, right?? e u g h) and that I'm generally "not Chinese enough", y'know? pretty nasty stuff. But I really do think French is a beautiful language, and I might learn it when I'm older. ;w;